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Under Pressure
story exposition for Blinded by Light below
BBL was designed parralel to QS and finished construction a short time after her activation.
It was built by a coalition of powerful religious groups to harness the holyness radiating off of the fissures QS' designers had discovered and was overall a place people visited to worship and philosophise.
It quickly grew to be revered as a god by its citizens, the Iterator that would find salvation, they would let it know this through various festivities, blessing rituals and asking it for guidance.
BBL is soft spoken and socially awkward, he did not enjoy all the attention and often sought comfort in writing. Neither could it handle the expecations set by his benefactors but tried his hardest to live up to their hopes.
He often agonized over what advice to give (which often led to inaction from him), prepared speeches months in advance and generally fed into what his designers perceived him to be, but itself felt it was never enough as it never manged to find the Solution.
QS had always been a source of comfort for it, she treated it like a peer first and foremost and they collaborated on many projects. It considers her its closest confidant even when they never talked about their troubles in earnest.
Without QS to lean on desperation grew in it as the day of mass ascension hung over its head and its populous looked to it for answers. He had none, all of his work never amounted to anything that would bring a safe and surefire way to ascend.
When they left their parting gift was a bonemask he was to wear, carved into it were mantras and poems that were to remind him of his purpose.
He never took it off.
In the present it is comatose, iterating on the Great Problem and dependent on TPSN for its vital functions.
Good i finally have some info written down for all of them, these are mainly for artfight so people can get some extra info if they want to draw my robots (DM me for my artfight do it).
thank you for reading all of these you may have a delicious micro LED 🤲✨️
#rainworld#rainworld art#rain world art#rw iterator#blinded by light#iterator oc#idk what to call their local group so if you have suggestions throw em at me#also that thing about me drawing you something if you know what BBLs' name references still stands👀#poor wet cat with imposter syndrome#it just wants validation and a hug#sike it just gets smacked in the head for being a dumbassss#i apologise for any spelling errors and general incoherence i will not read over this rn
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[ cw: death mention / family death mention / ]
Mhmm I sure love thinking of the reality where we did get more time to really know Karai and her dynamics with the bros. Losing her hit hard in the finale, but it would’ve hit much, much harder had we known Karai longer and really saw her relationships develop with everyone.
I especially would have been interested in her dynamic with Leo, as past iterations often have the two of them clash in ideals and the like while still sharing many characteristics. Two sides of the same coin, and all that. Her specifically being the bros’ Gram-Gram also adds a whole new dynamic as well.
Imagine how interesting it would be, to have Karai start off on Leo’s side for once, showing wholly just how alike the two are at their cores and bonding as family without the worry of betrayal or animosity that other iterations suffer through, only to have Karai die anyway. Their parting hug and the desperate look of horror Leo wears later on would have hit that much harder, I feel.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rise karai#rise leo#rottmnt karai#rottmnt leo#I think a lot about these two in particular#and how that dynamic could have flourished#the way it was depicted in the finale is so purposefully unique and painful like#that hug man#can you imagine how much more heartbreaking that would have been if we knew her longer#not that it wasn’t already sad but we just simply didn’t know her long enough to be completely attached#also imo having more episodes with her and in general would have presented something I’ve been thinking about since the finale#so like - I like to think each bro kinda immediately leans more toward certain family members#Mikey has Draxum#Donnie has April#Raph has Splinter because this is another one that would be SO GOOD and make the finale moment where Raph sees his memories hit harder#if they had an ep or two more of Splinter and Raph together bc I really do feel like Raph respects Splinter most of the four#and finally- Leo has Karai#and then he loses her#imo? this would align with the movie even more#because it was the act of heroism that kinda killed her in a way - makes sense that Leo would initially be leaning away from that#and yet he ends up exactly like her anyway#haha sorry for rambling I just really love the interesting dynamic these two tend to have#and it’s a shame we didn’t get to see it really explored in rise#but yeah make no mistake while I’m focusing on Leo here I wanted more for all the boys and karai#Mikey’s little moments with her were so sweet and we already know how much he yearns for more family#Karai being from an age long gone would mean she’d be super impressed by literally any invention Donnie has (adult validation!!)#and could you imagine her training with Raph - with this training being referenced in the finale?
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I think it's adorable, how the main Objektive in TOTK isn't to "Destroy Ganon"
It's literally to "Find Zelda"
And yet, Nintendo didn't even let our Boi and his Princess share a hug... :(

#the legend of zelda#botw link#breath of the wild#tloz#link#Let zelink happen#Zelink#In this case fanfiction is the holy grail#Nintendo why just why#They both obviously need a hug#Honestly me too but the whole reason I want one is because I don't like touch which then is a very valid reason why I don't get or do hugs#We all need a hug#Zelda#TOTK#BOTW#Tears of the kingdom
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Medic & Scout fight scene ⚾️💉
(CW: blood)








(Tried to make it look like Scout leg swiped him then pinned Medic’s head to the ground)


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#cw blood#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#tf2 scout#quick fix#blunt trauma#mediscout#medic x scout#tf2 edit#tf2 shitpost#garry’s mod#gmod#gmod screenshot#silly goobers#toxic yaoi#valid crashout#dude just wanted a hug#I fw scout being an aggressor#this man would definitely fight dirty#dude grew up fighting off 7 brothers
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Please

#princess treatment#just girly things#this is a girlblog#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#i want a boyfriend#this is what makes us girls#i need a boyfriend#female hysteria#female rage#old love#love quotes#i want a hug#i’m just a girl#im clingy#please please please#pls let this happen#i want to be loved#manic pixie dream girl#divine feminine#male validation#sensitive girl#girly blog#mysterious girl
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I keep seeing posts about Henry calling Normal a beautiful boy, which I think would be great, but what I want is for Normal to do something stupid and/or reckless, to save Dood or something, something so incredibly Normal, maybe getting injured in the process. He thinks he’s disappointed his dad, but Sparrow just grabs him, and hugs him, and whispers apologies for not being proud of him, and how he’s never done anything wrong, and he’s his sweet beautiful boy, and he’s so so proud of him for everything he’s accomplished.
#Dungeons and Daddies#DnDads#Normal Oak#Sparrow Oak#I just want Normal to get hugs and validation#especially from his dad#My Post
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This question is brought to you by me thinking "No but if they hug and one of them says something about selfishly wanting the other to live and some next level gay speech before sacrificing themself...i might forgive Gege, maybe, it has to be a really good hug though"
#itafushi#gege make itafushi hug and my life is yours#i feel like most people will choose the first option (valid. as the gayness will probably make their deaths more damaging)#but idk i was still curious enough to want to ask#in my case is the last one obviously#i don't mind being emotionally damaged as long as itafushi gets a really emotional goodbye. something that i can go crazy about for a while#something very dramatic and intimate and tragic (and gay)#of course#just because i would MAYBE forgive gege doesn't mean i won't still be in denial about it. part of the reason i want itafushi crumbs is#because that way they'll always live in my head#fushiita#megumi fushiguro#jjk megumi#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#jjk yuji#itafushi poll
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Shima is it Coralaw 👀👀👀

...................MAYBE
#Shima answers questions#Coralaw#NDJKASNMKJDSADSA#To be 100% clear I do NOT ship Law as a 13 year old child I ship him as an adult#They are both consenting adults!!#...At least in the context of an AU where Cora is alive!! And they reunited as adults!#Also the 13 years of separation and Law's devotion and dedication to Cora i.e. his tattoos his pirate crew#his jolly roger and his revenge quest on Doflamingo AND the intense pining got to me OKAY#No matter how you look at their relationship Law's devotion to Cora is NOT normal. That is not heterosexual behavior. LMAO#The dependency is so unhealthy and I am unwell.#At the VERY least I can definitely see it being one-sided on Law's end#Again you do not devote 13 years of your life to killing a man for someone and classify that as normal#Law didn't spend that amount of time on his parents OR his sister#It was just Cora. Squinting eyes emoji#Also I should have expected this when I made that post a month ago about them being platonic soulmates#Bc they ARE. And they could be...MORE#Anyway if this makes any of you uncomfy that is perfectly fine and valid#I probably won't talk about them in a shipping context too often anyway I just figured I'd bring it up!#You can block the tag or unfollow it's fine 👍#Just pwease no steppy#At the end of the day they are fictional characters. They are not real#Also iykyk but I blame a certain someone's amazing comic series for this. I have been CONVERTED#Listen I just want them to hug and hold hands okay. That is all 🥺#One Piece
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margaret atwood, alias grace; slightly modified to say 'her' instead of 'his.'
#NO ONE EVER TELLS YOU THAT BRAVERY FEELS LIKE FEAR: musings.#ooc post.#am i going to tag this as a self-promo? maybeee maybe not because i technically just made it as an edit so... yeah-#i guess i'll just tag it as that for now LOL but as the little tag i put at the end says this quote was written by margaret atwood-#so it's not mine! though i thought it was PERFECT for anastasiy once i found it and thus... here we are 👀#but yes as one may be able to gather the silhouetted figure that is hugging ana kind of awkwardly in the picture is supposed to be manja#as she is her own deity and/or goddess of death within her own respective pantheon. BUT there are some context clues-#in here asto how complicated their relationship really is even though some people would probably take one look at manja then ana#and think that manja absolutely took advantage of anastasiy's position to fulfill her own needs + yeah... i ain't denying that.#she was VERY wrong to see an opportunity to place one of her UHHH. 'problems' on someone else and do it especially-#considering it involves killing people so ☠️ buttt ana also can't help but be slightly in awe of manja at the same time and sort of wants#her approval if that makes any sense and/or her validation. i think partially BC he tried talking to the christian god and had no material-#evidence that he was ever going to answer his prayers so he turned to manja kind of expecting the same thing but she actually-#striked a deal with him even if it was a WACK as hell deal. so like just a forewarning ana's desire to get validation from manja-#or do things for manja in hopes that she will keep the same attitude about him that she had in the first place which is that she liked him-#BC he doesn't want for the one time his prayers got answered to somehow be ruined is unhealthy.#but ana also doesn't really care that she used him BC he also used her to save his daughter so like... in the doctor's mind-#they're not really 'even' per-say but they have formed this mutual agreement amongst themselves that they each had-#something each other wanted + otherwise they would've likely never met. but yeahhh anyways that's enough of me rambling LOL
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#just girly things#girlblogging#princess treatment#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#i want a boyfriend#i need a boyfriend#female hysteria#female rage#i want his dick so far down my throat it leaves bruises#i need this#the virgin suicides#male validation#manic pixie dream girl#female manipulator#sensitive girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#divine feminine#i need him#i want a hug#i need therapy#daddy issues#girly blog#mysterious girl#im just a girl#girl problems#tumblr girls
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Thinking about Httyd...hot and perhaps too personal take: To me, Httyd was more than anything else a movie about emotional starvation. And Forbidden Friendship was the sweetest, briefest celebration of relief from that.
Afterwards, everybody basically told Hiccup to man up “because that’s just life” and I will never forgive Httyd2 and Httyd3 for that.
#httyd#wherethekiteflies#y'all keep forgetting that Hiccup grew up without a Mom.#In the same day he finds his mother; he loses his Dad.#and the third movie has nothing better to do than to make Hiccup let go of his friend because it's clingy or whatever#to keep the only stable; emotionally available being around that he has ever known.#he's painted as selfish and immature for wanting that.#Neither Astrid; nor Valka; nor Gobber understand Hiccup in the way Toothless did.#Hiccup is simply expected to go without emotional validation or the praise and intimacy he desires for his entire life#because taking responsibility is more important than feeling understood. or whatever.#this boy was granted Forbidden Friendship as the only real hug he ever received... from a dragon who chose him; who stayed with him;#who loved him; who didn't leave or bully or disappoint him. this dragon was the healthiest relationship Hiccup ever had.#and it was judged to be weak. to weaken him as a Chief. when his passion and compassion for Toothless and others were in fact#Hiccup's greatest strengths as Chief. it were those qualities; this sensitivity that made him amazing.#but the plot decided that he needed to become just like Stoick and Astrid and like the Valka who abandoned her dreams & hopes for "reality#how is desiring and needing emotional backup in life void of reality; weak; delusional and too idealistic?#shame on you httyd sequels for never granting this boy what he desired most. and that was honest; unconditional support.#analysis#httyd analysis#rant#hiccup
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today's small joys: i'm curled up on the couch with a cup of hot chai editing this poetry manuscript when it suddenly starts raining outside, so now i've got the wonderful steady rhythm of rain to accompany me with my editing as well <3
#if you keep collecting & gripping onto the little things maybe they'll grow to not be so little...<3#tea + rain + poetry (+ soft instrumental music i've got on shuffle) = all like hugs for my soul#elle rambles#also just realized the duality of the stuff i've been working on today:#one side of me: heehee hoohoo i want to post this oneshot so people on tumblr can enjoy it!#other side of me: i want to edit this manuscript so i can Publish it as a Real Book#both are equally valid!! just chuckling a bit to myself over the difference between the two xD
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I'm so sorry for not doing the tag games you tagged me in, I really appreciate you tagging me :) is it okay if I don't do them? I don't want to seem like I'm ignoring you I just can't right now
Hey, it's all good Eda! Don't worry about it 😊 You absolutely don't have to do them. Whether that's because you don't want to or because you just can't at the moment, both are valid. And you don't have to apologize for either whatsoever :] Whenever I tag you, it's always an option for You if you want to join or not, it's up to you and there's absolutely no pressure. I appreciate and care about you a lot and you not doing the tag games is not gonna change that at all. And I can guarantee you that I won't feel ignored if you don't do some of the tag games I tag you in, no matter the reason you choose not to do them. If there's anything I can do for you, let me know <3 🫂
#if you'd like for me to stop tagging you for a bit let me know#and then when you feel like you would like to be tagged again you can give me a heads up#I'm happy to talk with you about those details if that's what you want to do :]#but if you don't mind the tagging continuing and just choosing to not do them that's completely okay too#I just want to help you as much as I can 😊#I just want to make sure you know both options are okay#I do want to say that I love your additions to tag games but to also say that you don't have to feel bad for choosing not to do them becaus#that's completely valid; no matter the reason. You are valid and the reasons you choose to do something are valid too.#sorry this kinda got long 😅 I just wanted you to know that I support you 🫂#and I hope you are doing okay (sending lots of hugs your way 😁)
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hey so. um. i was told that lmk didn't have any pain. and. haha. haha. haHa...what the f
#🅰️non talks#lego monkie kid#*glares at ceres* I TRUSTED YOU#/silly#gOOOOOOOOD MK YOU SILLY TRAUMATIZED BOY#HUGGING YOU AND SQUISHING YOU AND CODDLING YOU IN MY HEAD AS I AM TYPING THIS#(i also hope that there is more to it where that came from cuz im on s2ep9 rn and i want to really DWELL on the sadness and angst potential#(cuz from what i'm seeing in the main earlier episodes (I AM NOT COMPLAINING WHATSOEVER I DO KNOW THAT THIS IS STILL A KID'S SHOW))#(forgiveness is very easy to come by in the main cast)#(i wanna explore trying to give them more negative aspects like holding grudges (either visible or invisible) and showing remnants of ptsd#from earlier encounters)#(just idk man I HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH GIVING EVERYTHING JUST A PINCH OF REALISM OK???? angst is my lifeblood you all should know that /lh)#edit: ok i just reread their response to my ask and turns out i accidentally left out the part where they told me there IS pain#oh#ahem#ahem...#edit2: I AM AN IDIOT. I FORGOT TO SEPARATE THIS EARLIER BUT PTSD IS **NOT** A NEGATIVE ASPECT AND I AM SO SORRY FOR MAKING IT OUT TO BE ONE#PTSD IS VALID AND THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE PTSD DESERVE TO FEEL SAFE AND HAPPY FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES#FUCK YOU IF YOU DON'T THINK THE SAME OK BYE
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Alright guys, I just got done with QPR training, so buckle the fuck up, because this is well-past due. So, y'all know how some people classify suicidal actions, thoughts, or ideation as "attention seeking"? My question is; what's wrong with attention-seeking behavior? I always hear that attention-seeking behavior is bad and wrong in all circumstances, but, like, is it, though? I'm definitely thinking of it from a nutritional aspect, if that makes sense. When you don't have enough of a certain nutrient, your body craves it, right? So, to me, attention-seeking behavior is the equivalent of craving salt when you're dehydrated. What's going to happen if you give them the attention they're asking for? Sure, it's healthier for them to straight-up ask, but sometimes that's not an option, and sometimes they might not even be aware that they're seeking attention. (And this is just about giving positive attention to others, don't you fucking dare use this thought process to justify SA/SH or any other form of abuse. I will find you). Who in the history of ever has been negatively impacted by positive attention?
P.S. I would love to debate this if anyone wants to.
P.P.S. Lack of attention as a maturing adolescent/young adult is also how you end up with a praise kink as a sexually mature adult. If you've read this far, congrats, and I'm sorry.
#pay attention#attention#attention wh0r3#why#please explain#i dont get it#tw depressing stuff#tw sa mention#tw sh implied#just in case#don't want to trigger anyone#personal rant#i'm annoyed#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied#tw sui talk#just just in case#i crave validation#I'm validating everyone#i love you#free hugs#i'm proud of you#i'm projecting#okay to reblog
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Love hate relationship :(

#just girly things#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#princess treatment#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#i need a boyfriend#female hysteria#female rage#i want a boyfriend#virgin loser#black girls of tumblr#girly tumblr#i want to be loved#i want his dick so far down my throat it leaves bruises#abandonment issues#i want a hug#male validation#hornyposting
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